I picked him up after driving home. The day was good. He actually seemed happy to see me. Out to lunch shopping everything seemed good. Church today message on sinasism On way home I stated that was the way he was. I gave example of yesterday praying for parking place he said basically that's stupid those kind of prayers are dumb cause there is always a parking place you just look. He said the reason he is like that is partly due to the fact that early on I made finical mistakes bc I prayed and presumed upon god...and he was upset... Raising his voice at me.... Then shut down .. Every time we talk about anything other than surface it alway ends up being my fault I feel no hope again... God will u please show him you are interested in the small areas of our life today!some how some way I don't know how but I'm asking . I think I'm not trying anymore to have deep conversation. It doesn't work. That need will have to be met by someone else . I still want to confront on the work thing but another day.
The preacher said cynical people remove god and it's me me me that's what I heard today I work hard I fix things I see what's coming I I I ... Himmmmmm
Request
Show him who you are life in the little things
Big things in life
Reveal !!!!!
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